A picture of my supplements for one of my chronic illnesses.
The first half of a decade of my hentai blogging, all I felt was despair and rage from morning to night. Everything was fucked up after both my parents lost their jobs while the nascent hentai biz was struggling. My family lost our house. I just kept blogging, regardless how I felt during the various turmoils, culminating in the COVID pandemic messing up everything.
Just when I was getting everything together, found myself a woman too.
The struggles were simply too many. I lost her. The crushing pressure, constant complications. The years of stress damaged me permanently. In 2019, I was diagnosed with a health problem that is slated to cut my lifespan by 30 years, unless I medicate it regularly until the end of my days.
I pushed through every obstacle on my path. And now we enjoy relative financial stability with a larger network than ever before. All my websites are going through expensive revamps, but those projects are finishing too. Better service and more success equals more pussy and money.
It’s like the punchline of a joke to go through literal hell, with compounding health issues, failing projects, only for most of those struggles to evaporate, because my decision to work relentlessly towards a goal was iron-clad. While there are still obnoxious hiccups everywhere, I’ve organized many parts of the porn factory to run smoothly.
When the struggles of life are constant, you have to transcend them. Stop taking them personally, they are God’s tests. Like in the book of Job, where the Devil and God made a bet. When things are good, bad times are ahead. When times are bad, best times are ahead. Chaos has a flow that is very predictable. Stay true to your faith during the rough periods and you shall be king.
My conviction to run this business has been tested so many times I’ve moved past from being punch-drunk. I’m entering empire-building mode, just for the sake of it. Even though I know that managing a larger operation is more than my health can take. Every time I’ve pushed these limits, I’ve lost people.
I won’t go into specifics for a variety of reasons, but we’re winning harder than ever, suffice to say. The struggles are endless, but I don’t care. I may die much younger than I should, but I’ll be damned if I don’t put down an unparalleled show of force before that.
